May 15, 2014

Late at night

Late at night, also gradually quiet down electric motor dc.
In the dark night, a pair of bright eyes, always One's pupils do not turn. pegged to the hands of the bright screen, a finger in the non-stop beating mobile phone screen, apparently with the pound the hearts of the discourse, this way of talking to him, gradually become one of my habits. That said, may be to yourself to listen, maybe never let others see, because it is a personal catharsis mood or was it, in brief has been accustomed to it myself, so do not want to let people know the depths of my heart, would also be of no great importance and others. Say, true expression, a spade a spade, which said that where thought, don't mind the idea, do not have to consider others on their mind, pollution-free, and without prejudice to the others, there won't be any inconvenience, also won't have which it would be awkward to disclose, can optimize the expression of individualism, this is afraid is me like way Diamond Water.
My character is the shortcoming and weakness. External mainly introversion, giving the impression that the wordless ineloquent, easy to make people understand the character, honest, this point since that is. The main manifestations of internal self feel too silent, often to stuffy in the heart, do not easily speak out, and poor communication, blocking a lot of interpersonal harmony, interpersonal relationship is very weak, he always seemed powerless, this voluntarily with deep feeling, without reservation, now I was the Regal isolationist one, although there is a wide world, but the graph representation obstruction, many things only one people can experience, know how be isolated and helpless, in jail, disguise let me become the natural actor, perhaps life is a drama, different is the actor is oneself, the ultimate life bad speech.
With the growth of age, more and more become confused, life still find no direction, working in an unstable state, life seems uncertain, melancholy heart restless, current state cachexia. Just over thirty-two years old birthday, suddenly feel that they are living in has to be flung to the four winds, divorced from reality, move pace not vigorous, limping slightly heavy. All this seems to be the original don't work hard, no attempt nothing and accomplish nothing, in the beginning to fully grasp the opportunity, and even cherish now, is it true? I don't think the relationship is what important, in my opinion in the final analysis is derived from its attribute, determines the fundamental himself, Voices of discontent. Any reason,, above, is not appropriate, all in all, he is the root cause of the problem. Fate is only fate, regardless of whether they accept and Buddha Omega-3, is irreversible.
Late at night, now has entered the post in the middle of the night, but I active brain, did not command me to sleep, I decided my loyalty to the command center, until the instructions, firmly implement, biological clock has been broken, wait for everything back to normal.

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